so today im babysitting 2 handsome lads and a beautiful little baby girl ,
and 2 gawjus doggys,
the kidlets r fast asleep and the dogs r sitting on my lap.
i love to babysitt other peoples kids it always cheers me up and makes me realise that maybe my kids arnt as annoying if i get some space from them .
i also went to visit my pregnant friend today and maybe im a little jealous that i havent got pregnant.
i really am getting desperate for a baby , although im hiding it well , even though when i see a pregnant woman i burst into tears later on .
i guess the hormones and ticking internal clock have finally driven me crazy.
ok so heres a question my friends, is there a real tried and tested way too find out who really is ure friend and who isnt as i have found out recently there really isnt anyway to be sure.
oh well
i guess life will always move on no matter what !
although my brain is a little overaught with baby's and friendships im still loving life, i take every day at a time and make a point of finding a way too smile no matter how hard it seems to be to find a silver lining.
so through all the slight jealousy and anger towards those who have let me down today.
the silver lining is *my kids sense of humour * :) and guess what they get it from me hahahaha
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